It's early; she's tired. Right now her reality is merging with her dreams and nightmares. She doesn't remember what happened last night. Not because she was drunk or high; but because nothing significant happened last night. Her memory is very selective. She feels that humans have a limited about of memory like the computer or cell phone she writes with. So if she wastes her memory with insignificant things; if a series of good things happen, she won't remember them. So she saves her memory space and hopes for the best.
Sunday, 31 March 2013
Saturday, 30 March 2013
Day Six
She lays in her bed just waiting for time to tick away. She doesn't know why she does this but she does. She listens to the noises of the nearby street and conversations passing by. She wonders what her today will hold. It is only morning but she wonders how this day will end. It is only morning but she thinks so deeply. She has realized that her world will never change from the words she hasn't said. Maybe today will be the day she will share her thoughts with others.
Wednesday, 27 March 2013
Day Five
She sees the days but never lives them. They just pass through and so her life goes on. Her eyes burn with tiredness that no sleep can solve. She is scared of herself right now but also feels a bit content. Right now she is coming closer to finding out who she really is.
Thursday, 21 March 2013
Day Four
She is a student and as s student the days are repetitive and uneventful. She like most students long for friday to show it's face and melt away all her weekly troubles. Hopefully tomorrow will be a good day for her.
Monday, 18 March 2013
Day Three
As she is about to lay down and go to sleep she can't help but be happy there's a storm going on outside. You see she hates the quietness of the night; it scares her the most. To her the storm is like a promise that's she's still alive and breathing because the world shows its imperfections on what would otherwise be a still night.
Sunday, 17 March 2013
Day Two
It has been a few days because nothing has really happened to her. She simply continues to live her safe life. She can't help but avoid people and events that she feels may cause her and the other party to drift apart. She's scared of being alone but she'll continue to stay in her own world for as long as she can. In her own world she can find peace easily. A peace which cannot be found in a world she has no control over.